Ben and Patrick at the Huntington

Most of my life has been out of balance. Too much energy spent striving towards one goal or another. Too much passion if there is such a thing.

Sometimes it takes being at the bottom to realize what your life is supposed to be.

For an intelligent woman I can sometimes be so stupid.

At 4:30 this morning I woke up out of a deep sleep. My subconscious bridged the gap to my conscious.

I take comfort in knowing that I am so very loved and have been given the time to work things through in my mind and in my heart.

Thank you for being my best friends.

Thank you both for loving me so much.

Thank you for being my balance.