Archives: August 2007

Popped His Cherry—Ben’s First Flight

by Emily
Published on: August 21, 2007
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We ended the night, in the early morning. All kinky implications aside. Ben and I crumpled into the grass outside the hanger gazing up at the stars hoping to catch a glimpse of part of the meteor showers. The night was cool, the sky clear but distant with the airport lights. We found the most protected area we could in the shadow of the fuel truck. Lying shoulder to shoulder quietly discussing the night.

I keep kidding him, asking if he really wants to go to CRNA school. The view out of my office window is far superior according to him. Until last night all he had to base that on was photos. Staring up at the sky, he now completely understood why I do what I do.

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Ben—post Cherry Popping

The call came in around 10 p.m. He showed up at the hanger to have dinner and ended up sitting next to me at 2,500 feet, circling an accident scene.

“19 year old male, pin-in with head and lower extremity injury,” was all we knew.

I broke into the RSI (rapid sequence intubation) kit, reviewing the cocktail and doses for sedation and paralyzation with the Flight Physician. Life is so much easier when I plop the drug bag open and can simply begin pushing drugs.

Fentanyl, Etomidate, Lidocaine, Succ, Norcuron. I handed Ben syringes and drug vials. He knew I was going to use his experience as a critical care nurse. I just don’t think he believed it would be that quickly. Labels on syringes. Order and doses written on my leg tape so I wouldn’t forget. I don’t remember if I don’t see it.

The landing zone wasn’t well defined. It is difficult to see flashlights marking the LZ when the rest of the local area is littered with fire, ambulance and police vehicles blinking and flashing. Ben had a grin from ear to ear. He had a better view out the window than I did. His heel kept bouncing in anticipation and excitement.

I handed Ben the portable pulse ox. It gave him a task to focus on, and one less thing for me to do. We exited the aircraft almost attached at the hip. I didn’t want to have to worry about him getting too far.

There are two types of scene calls. During the first, we take an active part in the extrication and packaging of the patient. We arrive early enough to help with the dirty work. The second type of scene flight we meet the medics and patient in the back of the ambulance. Normally, the ABC’s (airway, breathing and circulation) have been addressed. Airway controlled, bleeding stopped and IV’s established. That was the case with this flight.

Damn. I love a good extrication.

Regardless, Ben, the doc and I jumped in the back of the ambulance and were instantly accosted with a cussing, spitting drunk who was appropriately secured to a backboard, as much for his protection as ours.

Damn. I hate a bad drunk.

Nothing a bit of Fentanyl and Versed can’t cure. Especially since he was spitting blood. His face took the brunt of the collision.

Ben fought to get the pulse ox on and won. 99% on room air. Just what I wanted to see. 14 gauge in the crook of his arm. 16 gauge IV in his forearm. It is good to be a young trauma patient. Those garden hose veins are what I like to have to work with.

Well…apparently the Fentanyl and Versed worked a bit too well. We were going to intubate anyways.

RSI drugs ready, suction on, breathing tube and intubation equipment laid out in chaotic order. Patient’s breathing assisted by BVM (bag, valve mask).

“Lidocaine in at 2223. Pulse OX 99%.”

Without communication, doing an intubation can be tragic.

“Okay, ready for the rest,” the doc says.

I push the rest of the drugs, paralyzing and sedating the patient. He gets the tube, slick as can be. Ben spent the entire time on the patient’s right searching for equipment and being exposed to the art of intubation in the field.

We secured the tube after verifying placement by listening to lung sounds, using an end tidal CO2 detector, and listening over the epigastric area. With his airway secure, I finished doing my assessment. Nothing at the chest, belly soft, pelvis stable and limbs intact. Pulses were amazingly good.

I tossed Ben an OG (oral-gastric) tube. Nothing like sucking out a belly full of booze, but an important precaution nonetheless. Warned him that I was gonna use him! It is one thing to do nursing procedures in a controlled environment. It is another thing entirely to do them in the back of an ambulance, or in the dark by flashlight with a smashed up car teetering precariously above you.

The remainder of the flight went without incident. His vitals remained stable, but I think Ben was in Sinus Tach for at least the next 3 hours.
Hopefully this kid will be one of the lucky ones.

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Wore him out! Us post-flight duty
on the Amtrak headed to Memphis

Chronicles of Adventure and Wanderlust

by Emily
Published on: August 21, 2007
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“The crazy experiences of Emily and Ben”

I decided to add a new category as most of my summer was composed of spontaneous and insane experiences with Ben. It is one thing to know you personally live on adrenaline, caffeine and sometimes straight terror. It is an entirely different thing to find someone just as crazy as you.

We actually had a fairly long discussion regarding the usefulness of my adding our adventures here. Ben questioned the applicable nature of the topic. It is true, most times when someone talks about their personal life (dogs, kids, plants) it can be a bit boring if you don’t know the blogger personally. HOWEVER! I believe you get to know someone through their interests and passions. There are also two types of people. Those who think and those who do. Hopefully someone out there will be inspired to get out there and do something they wouldn’t normally do by seeing a bit of our zest for life.

As a bad Hollywood movie goes, we are going to die young and together in an enormous ball of flames, or we are going to die old within weeks of each other after torturing the staff in the nursing home with our completely unbelievable antics. Either way, it will be a good run.

Regardless, these adventures and the time I spend with Ben is an important part of my life so here here they are in all of their glory.

Hopefully these stories will be, at minimum, an interesting read.

Ben—thanks for going along for the ride.

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‘Mississippi Saab Run 2007′

Flight Nurse Emily . . . Action Figure?

by Emily
Published on: August 13, 2007
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My mom has told me that they should use me as the basis for an action figure. Okay, maybe not action figure but something along the lines of “Roller blade Barbie, Beach Barbie, Teacher Barbie.”

You get the idea.

In the past year of being a flight nurse I have not had the opportunity to actually catch a glimpse of myself at work. Last night, Ben, who was doing a ride along with me, snuck a few photos in the trauma bay from his Treo.

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TRAUMA BAY
Pilot in left foreground, me in baseball cap over his right shoulder, Flight Doc to my right, Trauma Physician in scrubs.

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3 INCH TAPE
Me standing at the foot of the stretcher reading off the list of drugs I administered, as well as their doses and times. I don’t function without a hunk of silk tape stuck to my leg. The trauma team is in the background cutting the rest of the patient’s clothes and beginning their assessment.

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BP CUFF
The last flight I almost lost our reusable BP cuff in the trauma bay. . . I had a grip on it this time!

Mothers to the Handicapped

by Emily
Published on: August 10, 2007
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One of the lessons I was taught while early in my career, was to trust the knowledge of family members who care for a loved one who is handicapped. While in my Pediatric ICU rotation at CHOP (Children’s Hospital of Philadelphia), my preceptor showed me over and over that families, mothers in particular, knew their children’s needs, and how to care for them better than any nurse ever could.

These children had disorders and birth defects which affected multiple body systems. They needed trach care, feeds through G-Tubes and medicines I had never heard of. There were contraptions, tubes and procedures I had never been exposed to.

Her lesson: “Ask, ask, ask the parents. They know more than you do and are more than willing to teach you.”

In fact, these parents were almost palpably relieved when I didn’t go in as many nurses must have, with a sense of superiority, flaunting a nursing degree.

This lesson came back to me on a recent flight. A small child had multiple birth defects and a long surgical and medical history. She was incredibly sick and needed us to get her to the children’s hospital in our area. I spent most of the time before take off asking her specifics like, what was the best way to bolus fluids through her g-tube? What the most effective way to suction her was and how she normally responded to each of things? I had her mother help me with her car seat and in between took the time to talk to the baby: she shares a name with one of my nieces.

Never once was this angel of a mom irritated with my questions. She had to trust me with the life of her child whom she has dedicated every waking moment to giving extraordinary amounts of love and care to. I was taking that control from her, when she knows no one knows her child like she does.

It is no wonder that nurses are the most trusted profession year after year. We have to be.

Just remember, always ask, ask, ask.

No standing between me and Harry Potter

by Emily
Published on: August 9, 2007
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I refused to read Harry Potter. I would not give in to the phenomenon that was a boy wizard. Like many, I thought the hype was crazy. How could a book series be that good?

*cough*

So shortly after the release of book number four, and much encouragement from my text devouring husband, I picked the first one up. I was hooked. I scarfed down all four books and looked forward to the next.

Book six was released while I was still in graduate school, working night shift in a SICU. Patrick called me while he was in line to collect his pre-ordered copy at midnight. He called at about 6:30 a.m. to tell me how good it was . . .

I suppose it was good that I didn’t have to share a copy, but still, how annoying to have someone constantly ask, “What part did you just read?”

Fast forward to July 2007. This time I was ready! Oh no, being on Annual Training, locked down on post during the release date became the challenge! How was I going to get a copy? Let us just say that LT Emily is the resourceful type.

LT Emily and Harry Potter

Me and Harry # 7 met at 0630 on the day he was welcomed into the world, via Wisconsin. I sent this photo to Patrick from my cell phone to brag. He wasn’t able to get a copy and I was STOKED that I would be able to brag about being finished first.

He called me the next day . . . and yes dear readers, asked me, “What part did you just read?” He found a .pdf of the book. Bastard.

So, I took my time with the rest, savoring every word, sentence, paragraph and page.

Oh, and I did pick up a few extra copies for a few of my soldiers who were as hooked as me. Made me kinda popular.

Manic episode, alas with no Internet . . . kinda

by Emily
Published on: August 9, 2007
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Okay, so I am having a keyed up day, fueled by my first real sleep in over a month, a Grande-Non-Fat Latte with Peppermint, and a large Diet Coke from McD’s.

I am FINALLY able to sit down behind my laptop with semi-focus after 2 months + of travel, crazy flights at work and Army adventures. The bugger of it all? I have no Internet access from my laptop, only my work computer. That means no Flickr updates, and no adding photos to the list of blog entry ideas I have. *sigh*

So, in the mean time, I think I will share with you the list of potentials that I am working on:

**Bad flight waiting to happen—anticipation of the next fucked up flight which is just a phone call away
**Mom’s of handicapped children—angels who could be nurses without the degree
**Trauma Shears and 3 inch Silk Tape—things Flight Nurse Emily cannot live without
**My life as a series of sunrises and sunsets
**Flight NP becomes Patient—12 years and my first needle stick injury
**Late flight curse—why I need to learn how to sacrifice chickens
**68Ws, LT Emily and TRADOC commander General W. Wallace—why my annual training DIDN’T suck
**Mourning the loss of one so dear—the death of my Treo 650

I also have tons of photos to post on Flickr from trips (yes plural) to DC, my first trip to Cedar Point, accident scene photos, my new niece, and Army, Army, Army. Over the next two weeks, I will also be adding a trip to LA and a CRAZY adventure by train to Mississippi to pick up my new car!

Yes Ben, it is good to be Emily.

jen, rn, CEN!

by Emily
Published on: August 9, 2007
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Congrats to Jen who passed her CEN exam!!!!! *raises vodka and olives*

Ambition and Dreams

by Emily
Published on: August 7, 2007
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I spend a lot of time asking myself, “What if.” Not in the sense of, “what if I had said this?” or, “Why didn’t I do that?” More in the realm of, “What if I go back to law school?” or, “I wonder what kind of a book I should write?”

It is all my mom’s fault I ask for the moon.

As a child, I was never once told that an idea I had was ridiculous. I did all manner of crazy things that girls didn’t normally do. Never did she say, “Emily, girls aren’t supposed to do that!” Instead, I was given the head way to compete, encouraged to take math and science classes, take on as much as I could handle, and push the limits of what a girl in small town mid-America should consider.

In sixth grade I carried around the brochures for West Point (although I didn’t apply). In high school I scored an interview with Malcolm X’s youngest sister for my school paper right around the time of Spike Lee’s movie release. At 21 I got fed up with not finding a job and joined the Army when it wasn’t politically sound for me to do so.

Never once did she tell me anything other than, “I know you will be good at it!”

Being who I am now, I look back at the patterns in my life, my accomplishments and my failures. I am grateful for those who have helped pull me up by my boot straps and set me back down that path of accomplishment and happiness. Because, unfortunately, there were times when my mother’s encouragement wasn’t enough. It took Patrick years to undo the damage a man I once loved, did to my soul. This man laughed at me when I said I wanted to author a book someday. Cuttingly told me that I never finish anything. Patrick believes just the opposite.

My mother is still my biggest supporter. When I tell her that there is something incredibly huge that I am supposed to do with my life, she simply smiles and says, “Yes, Emily. I know that.”

I now have the self confidence to cast aside those who question, and those who doubt, when necessary. I now know what it is to be the one doing the pulling on the boot straps of those I love, respect and admire. I know what it is like to tell them that I believe in them (k&b).

“Big dreams are a powerful, motivating force. One of the traits of a leader is the ability to dream about what could be.” Jim Ziemer, president/CEO, Harley-Davidson

Although I may not follow through with all of my crazy ideas, or dreams, I will still have them. I will still talk about them. Because, in the end, if I accomplish just a few, I will have accomplished a lot.

Olives and Combat Boots

by Emily
Published on: August 7, 2007
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Army Olives

I love olives. The giant ones stuffed with their little red partner, soaked in a bath of indulgent vodka, are small mouth-gasms. I savor them one by one as the vodka level sinks, the ice melts, and my body relaxes.

There is an Army version of the mouth-gasm.

Boots are never pleasant to wear. Hiking boots, cowboy boots, combat boots may be comfortable. They may be protective. But they are never something I look forward to encasing my feet in. After 15 hours of tramping around dusty, uneven fields and wading through stagnant trenches, there is nothing I look forward to more than sitting my tired bones down on a flat surface and wrestling the cherished Army boots off my feet. Peeling the sweaty, socks off, inside out is indulgent, but adds to the pleasure of feeling cool air surround my tired toes. Incredible, bilateral foot-gasm.

It is at that moment when I know my day is done, and I know it is time to search out my treasured, and usually half empty, jar of olives.

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