Archives: May 2007

Disclaimer: On the Tail of the ‘Bloggers Exposed’ Post

by Emily
Published on: May 23, 2007
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I have been remiss in posting a formal disclaimer on my blog. It has been on my list of things to do for too long, so here is a summary of the forthcoming long version which will have a permanent link at the top:

HIPAA–This is the big one! The throw you in jail, fine your ass, stone you in a public square at noon etc, etc, one. I DO NOT write about patient details (name, DOB, location, social security number). If there is a detail? It has been changed to protect my patient and their family (and myself of course). If you think I am crossing the line, please ask me. We need to help keep each other protected.

US Army Reserves, Army Nurse Corps–My opinion and my opinion alone. Nothing I say is sanctioned by the Army in any way. Hopefully nothing I write will curse me to pealing potatoes.

Flight Nurse Job–Again, my opinion alone. My place of employment has been way cool about this hobby of mine and I want to keep it that way. May I be a good reflection on them, not a bad one.

Family–They are stuck being a part of this blog as they ARE my life, my sole purpose for breathing.

Friends–You aren’t as stuck being part of the blog as my family, but it is my hope that I will do nothing to disappoint you, shame you or embarrass you…too much.

Photos–Unless I link to the page where I borrowed it from, the photos are all mine and usually taken by me. I apologize if something cool happened to make its way into a post that I found in some random place.

There, I feel better.

Bloggers Exposed

by Emily
Published on: May 22, 2007
Categories: crzegrl.net
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We all have heard the horror stories about someone being fired, losing credentials, flogged and stoned due to the content of their blog. As a member of the nursing profession, it is a constant fear in my own mind that I will write about something inappropriate, or say something one of my collegues will not approve of.

For the purposes of sanity, I maintained a distance from my professional life and, in some ways, my private life on this blog for quite awhile. I didn’t know where this pet project of mine was going to go and wanted to be sure of the path prior to putting myself out there.

I made the decision about six months ago that it is part of me and it was time to start sharing it. All of it. The most important thing I did?

I told my boss.

That’s right. I walked into her office and proactively told her about crzegrl.net. Not only did I give her the address (hello Boss!) but was able to introduce another professional to the plethora of good writing that is online.

Since then, I have shared some of my writing with my peers, especially when it is about them. I even had a post about a patient that the family asked to be read at his memorial service.

Blogging doesn’t have to be about hiding. It doesn’t have to be a secret, horrible thing that we suffer for doing. I inwardly weep for those who no longer have the opportunity to share their words. For me it is not only part of how I maintain my sanity, but it is such an integral part of my psyche that it would send me through the grieving process to lose it. I see it as a way to encourage, share and in some small way, make a difference.

Kevin’s First Day of School–why I love UPenn

by Emily
Published on: May 21, 2007
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“Can you develop polyps from being this puckered?”

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Two years ago while drinking warm Scotch in the wood line at my annual army training, Kev expressed his desire to attend anesthesia school. During that two weeks, many ‘no shit, there I was’ stories were tossed between myself, Kev, and 3 CRNAs. Kev’s desire to reach that next professional level became palpable.

Fast forward to today.

I feel like a mom seeing her only child to the school bus on his first day of Kindergarten. Only, in my case, I walked Kevin to Anesthesia Graduate School orientation at my alma mater, the University of Pennsylvania. He says that I was there to be sure he wouldn’t go hide in the bushes. I see it more as a culmination of hours of intense conversations, letters of recommendation and hopes for the future.

As I sat through the Dean’s welcome to the incoming class I found myself nodding my head in agreement with her. UPenn is an amazing place to be a student nurse. I am proud of many things in my life, but completing my education surrounded by amazing leaders in the field of nursing at such an incredible institution is one of the most important to me.

So when people clarify where I went to nursing school, I silently smile when people ask, “So you went to Penn State, right?”

No Kev, you won’t develop polyps. But use that nervous energy to uphold the standard…and get used to people thinking you are a Big Ten Alum.

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The Beauty in Flight Nursing

by Emily
Published on: May 20, 2007
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There are many things I love about flight nursing. One of the most amazing is the view.

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So many times we forget to stop and appreciate what is around us. I am so lucky that the people I work with take the time to acknowledge it.

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More in the Flickr set here.

Birdies and Band-Aids

by Emily
Published on: May 19, 2007
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There are times in a person’s life when you are able to sit in the company of those who understand you and simply exist. All is in balance and at that very moment you know you could die happy, fulfilled and loved.

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It began as a Friday Golf Scramble with Army comrades. Beer, BBQ and letting our hair down was the order for the day. It then blossomed into a Wednesday trip to collect Ben, Thursday night with Kev, Friday golf, Saturday Ethiopian food and more BBQ with J9, Sunday promotions and a quiet evening at home which extended into Monday Morning.

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Although this is a blog where I try to keep up with Nursing issues, and submit my version of the Flight Nursing world, this is part of my life as well. It is days like this that make me feel the most alive.

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See Kev’s link about the weekend here at ventl8.com—and my Treo is the one which is plugged in!

flickr set here.

Take Off

by Emily
Published on: May 18, 2007
Categories: crzegrl.net
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Although I have not written in the past month, I have collected all sorts of little gems. The challenge is going to be to find them all and post them! For starters, here is video of us taking off from the roof at our hospital. It doesn’t matter how many times I see this view, I still love it.

Kev and Ben—still wanna go to Anesthesia School??????

You know, just askin’. *ducks flying Mac blades*

The Orgy Room at the Adonis Club

by Emily
Published on: May 18, 2007
Categories: crzegrl.net
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We each deal with death in a different way. As nurses we are expected to remain strong, rarely discussing how we are affected emotionally by our jobs.

I opened my email a few weeks ago and outwardly cringed. Yet another requirement to be fulfilled in the next 3 weeks for our accreditation, eight hours of clinical to be shoehorned into an already insane schedule. Opening day of trauma season had come and gone, so the slow winter shifts were officially over.

Cardiology has always been a weakness. I used to look at Chris (fellow student and partner in crime) during my grad school days and laugh as he made a box with his hands over his heart saying, “this is all I care about Emily, you can have the rest.” His great interest was cardiology, I would passionately express my distaste for it.

Fast forward to a conversation with Ben, who works in a cardiothoracic ICU. He too loves everything about cardiology, has an amazing passion for it as a matter of fact. So as the stars aligned, I received permission to spend a shift with him.

As I have no credentials at his institution, I was looking forward to 12 hours of being the ‘newbie.’ You remember those days. No license to do anything other than follow an experienced nurse around with awe in your eyes. Strange to be back in that mind set knowing what I now know.

Late in the day, we recovered a double by-pass patient, but this post isn’t about Swan-Ganz catheters, cardiac parameters, or vasoactive drips. This post is about another patient. One who gave much more to me than me to him, as only our patients can do.

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MedLectures.com

by Emily
Published on: May 17, 2007
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Will (who happens to be an AWESOME Flight Physician—just don’t tell him I say so!) caught the bug and has created MedLectures.com.

This is an amazing resource so make sure you bookmark him. Or just remember that I have him as a link from here!

Change of Shift: Volume 1, Number 24

by Emily
Published on: May 17, 2007
Categories: crzegrl.net
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I just love the theme for Change of Shift over at Nurse Ratched’s Place!

Enjoy the read, I know I will.

How to save a life

by Emily
Published on: May 16, 2007
Categories: crzegrl.net
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They let me steer the stretcher from the aircraft to the hospital. It was just about all I was able to competently manage as walking and chewing gum were a stretch for this newbie flight nurse. I was still in the stage where watching my feet was necessary during walking to prevent landing on my face.

Although I felt as uncoordinated as an adolescent teenage boy with a cracking voice, I put on a good game face and strode confidently as a good flight nurse should. The real flight nurse of the crew, was in my wake, chattering to the physician and pilot.

The ambulance entrance to the emergency room slid open on que as we approached, as though our entrance was timed by a director. We were all actors on an improve stage facing dire consequences if we didn’t nail our unwritten lines.

A flurry of purple, smeared with a variety of other loud colors, waddled in my general direction. This purposeful movement was combined with the flailing of arms and a siren-esk voice hollering, “its a code blue! Its a code blue!”

The old, fat nurse distracted me with her panic, and as I turned my head back I witnessed time slow down. Time warped for mere seconds, as someone pushed the slow motion button in my head. The real flight nurse took three gigantic strides to my right. She was honed in on the baby lying limp on the stretcher. She dove, forearms outstretched and in one graceful motion, slid her arms under the little boy’s torso and shoulders scooping him into a textbook sniffing position.

It was at that second that sound returned to my consciousness and the reality of our situation slammed me into action mode. The flight physician was only half a step behind the flight nurse in reaching the baby. They both began asking questions of the staff around them as they began their physical assessment.

The boy’s arms were almost limp, but his brown eyes were still open. Blinking looked like more effort than he could bear. His little chest and belly were struggling in opposite directions, attempting to pull air into his lungs.

The sending physician quietly exited stage left. Actually, she moved out of the way, towards the nurses’ station removing herself from the chaos after answering a few questions. Her report included a brief version of the little boy’s medical history which included seizures from almost birth, a g-tube for feeding, and a recent history of URI. She repeated her belief that the boy was still in the midst of a seizure for which he had received no medications. They had no IV access and therefore had no ability to administer drugs in order to break the seizure. He was too agitated to stick a catheter into one of his small veins.

Everyone else was talking during the physician’s short report. The fight nurse was doing her best to gain information about what had been done so far in treating the baby. Had he received any medications at all? How long had he been having difficulty breathing? Could we please have a BVM hooked to oxygen?

With all of the stimulation, the baby became more restless and anxious. His pallor pinked up a bit as his breathing effort increased.

It was then that we heard her voice over the din. “I keep telling them that I think he swallowed something! Why won’t anyone listen to me?” It was a voice that could only be from a mother.

“He swallowed something 5 hours ago!”

The flight doctor and nurse’s eyes met over the baby. He verbalized his plan to take a look in the baby’s airway while the nurse began asking for rectal valium to sedate the baby.

I yanked open our pediatric bag and prayed I would remember where the laryngoscope pack was. Stuff flew everywhere but somehow I managed to find the little orange bag. I threw it up on the bed as the physician kept his attention on the little boy’s face, lips, mouth and neck. His concentration was intense to being palpable. The flight nurse was in complete control of everything else swirling in the tornado around us, including me.

As the physician slid the laryngoscope blade into the baby’s mouth, his free hand became his mouth piece, shaking as his fingers began snapping at me rapidly. The flight nurse yelled “MAGILS!” just as I realized that is what he wanted. I slapped them into his hand, and with one confident movement he went fishing into the baby’s tiny mouth.

Everyone in the room was watching, frozen in place.

Like a prize fighter, his arm, hand, magills went straight in the air in a victorious jab. Clamped in the end was the prettiest, shiniest green and silver metallic sticker I had ever seen.

Ripping through the silence she screamed, “I TOLD THEM HE SWALLOWED SOMETHING!”

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